YoUr EyEs....

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.

When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close
And forever rest in peace.

But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be..

Eyai (Mum)

Eyai...

Aku lahir tanpa apa-apa, Engkaulah yang mengajariku segalanya, Membesarkanku dengan segala upaya, Berharap aku kan jadi orang yang berguna..

Eyai

Ketika aku menangis dalam takut, Engkaulah yang menenangkanku.. Dan ketika aku jatuh sakit, Engkaulah yang selalu berada di sampingku..

Eyai...

Engkau menegurku ketika aku salah, Engkau mengingatkanku ketika aku lupa, Engkau menghiburku ketika aku sedih, Engkaulah yang menyembuhkanku ketika aku terluka..

Engkau mengiakan ketika semua orang katakan tidak..

Eyai..

Kini aku telah dewasa, Berusaha mengejar dan meraih cita-cita, Berharap kan menjadi orang yang berguna, Demi mewujudkan harapan dan impian keluarga..

Eyai...

Terima kasih eyai, Engkaulah segalanya bagiku, Tanpamu kini aku bukanlah apa-apa, Kasihmu padaku tak kan terbalas sepanjang masa.

Eyai...

Maafkan aku jika pernah menyakitimu

Aku berjanji eyai..selagi aku bernafas akukan berusaha membahagiakan eyai

Doakan aku agar aku dapat seseorang yang menyayangimu lebih dari aku menyayangimu..sayang sangat...

God...Berikan aku kekuatan dalam hidup ini,berikan aku kesabaran, meskipun aku menghadapi kesulitan, atau sibuk dengan perkerjaan,dan hinggalah aku punya keluarga sendiri, kuatkan hatiku tuhan agar aku tidak akan lupa tanggungjawabku sebagai seorang anak, hakikatnya memang aku tidak mampu untuk membalas setiap pengorbanannya dan sesungguhnya aku tidak mampu memberikannya kemewahan hidup..Tapi aku mahu andai kata suatu hari nanti tiba masanya engkau akan memanggil dia..satu perkara yang dia kan bawa pergi....iaitu "Sisa-sisa hidup kebahagian yang bermakna....dan tak akan lupa kasih sayangku,Amen.

Dad...

Dad...so many images come to mind

whenever I speak your name;

It seems without you in my life

things have never been the same.

What happened to those lazy days

when I was just a child;

When my life was consumed in you

in your love, and in your smile.

What happened to all those times

when I always looked to you;

No matter what happened in my life

you could make my gray skies blue.

Dad, some days I hear your voice

and turn to see your face;

Yet in my turning...it seems

the sound has been erased.

Dad, who will I turn to for answers

when life does not make sense;

Who will be there to hold me close

when the pieces just don't fit.

Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time

and once more hear your voice;

I'd tell you that out of all the dads

you would still be my choice.

Please always know I love you

and no one can take your place;

Years may come and go

but your memory will never be erased.

Today, Jesus, as You are listening

in your home above;

Would you go and find my dad

and give him all my love.

God..i'miss my dad so much

i know i can't get him back

but ....please god let my dad

come in my dream, i want to hug him...

i want to say..that i love and miss him

every single day...

P/s- Hello friend..in my life...i never giving him a hug or telling him that I love him, now when his gone...i regret!! please friend..if your still have a father or mother...hug them and telling them that your love them so much...

Life, What a wonderful Thing!

In three words I can sum up everything that I learned about life, "It goes on." When the going gets tough, make yourself realize that no matter what your problem is, someone is and always will be fighting a harder battle.

Tears don't help problems and whining won't make things better. Have faith but understand that faith makes things possible, not easier. Have hope but understand without doing anything nothing gets done.

Be there when people need you, because in order to have friends you must first be one. Make the impossible, possible. Never give up! You only fail when you fail to try. Keep an open mind; you never know what you may learn.

Never compromise your standards for anyone, do it for you. Remember that laughter makes the world go round. Beware of the person who has nothing to lose, see through the problem to find the solution. Don't make promises that you can't keep. Keep in mind, those who gossip to you will gossip about you. Say only what you mean, and don't believe everything that you hear because some day the story will be about you.

Everyday is a gift, even if it sucks. Count your blessings, not your troubles. Never waste an opportunity to tell someone that you love them, because you never know what tomorrow has in store for you. Give people a second chance, because no one is perfect. Love all that you can, give all that you have, smile away your days, and dream away your nights.

Dia mengerti

TERKADANG KITA MERASA
TAK ADA JALAN TERBUKA
TAK ADA LAGI WAKTU
TERLAMBAT SUDAH

TUHAN TAK PERNAH BERDUSTA
DIA S'LALU PEGANG JANJI-NYA
BAGI ORANG PERCAYA
MUJIZAT NYATA

REFF:
DIA MENGERTI, DIA PEDULI
PERSOALAN YANG SEDANG TERJADI
DIA MENGERTI, DIA PEDULI
PERSOALAN YANG KITA ALAMI

NAMUN SATU YANG DIA MINTA
AGAR KITA PERCAYA
SAMPAI MUJIZAT MENJADI NYATA

TUHAN MENGERTI

P/s- Mungkin kadangkala bila kita menghadapi masalah..kita sering merasakan yang tidak ada jalan penyelesaian dan sudah terlambat tuk bertindak..Tapi kita terlalai dan lupa..bahwa kita hidup di bawa naungan sang pencipta..dan tidak ada perkara yang mustahil didalam kasih dan kuasanya...percaya lah dia tidak pernah lupa janjinya bahwa tetap bersama dengan kita walau apapun...dia tetap mengerti dan peduli setiap persoalan yang terjadi dan yang kita alami..cuma satu perkara yang perlu ada dalam hati kita..percaya padanya.....pasti semuanya indah pada waktunya..

Secara peribadi saya cukup di berkati dengan lagu ini...lagu ini banyak membantu perubahan dalam diri saya..

Friendly Reminder.......

Wherever we are in the world,
We are all the same.

Reader, don’t you quarrel with your wife?
Don’t you fear about your family’s welfare?
Don’t you get your spirits elevated
Once in a while in your life?
Aren’t you green when it comes to others
Whom you think are “above” you
(reasons best known to yourself) ?
Don’t you feel despair?
Don’t you feel frustrated?
Don’t you feel disappointed?
Don’t you feel helpless?
Don’t you feel the need for deception
(some of you) ?

We are all the same;
If so, to make a difference,
Why do you play the pretender’s game
In black and white
And in gray
Just to feel different?

True colors–
Everyone is the same;
Don’t we all see red
If we slash our veins?
But you try to balance it in vain
On the scale of your skin,
Just to feel different.

The difference
Doesn’t make you any different at all
For me or your “friends”;
In time
I hope you’ll know.

09.09.09 - MY PRAYER

DEAR GOD, PLEASE MAKE OF OUR RELATIONSHIP A GREAT AND HOLY ADVENTURE. MAY OUR JOINING BE A SACRED SPACE. MAY THE TWO OF US FIND REST HERE, A HAVEN FOR OUR SOULS.

REMOVE FROM US ANY TEMPTATION TO JUDGE ONE ANOTHER OR TO DIRECT ONE ANOTHER. WE SURRENDER TO YOU OUR CONFLICTS AND OUR BURDENS. WE KNOW YOU ARE OUR ANSWER AND OUR ROCK. HELP US TO NOT FORGET.

BRING US TOGETHER IN HEART AND MIND AS WELL AS BODY. REMOVE FROM US THE TEMPTATION TO CRITICIZE OR BE CRUEL. MAY WE NOT BE TEMPTED BY FANTASIES AND PROJECTIONS, BUT GUIDE US IN THE WAY OF HOLINESS. SAVE US FROM DARKNESS.

MAY THIS RELATIONSHIP BE A BURST OF LIGHT. MAY IT BE FOUNT OF LOVE AND WISDOM FOR US, FOR OUR FAMILY, FOR OUR COMMUNITY, FOR OUR WORLD.

MAY THIS BOND BE A CHANNEL FOR YOUR LOVE AND HEALING, A VEHICLE OF YOUR GRACE AND POWER. AS LESSONS COME AND CHALLENGES GROW, LET US NOT BE TEMPTED TO FORSAKE EACH OTHER. LET US ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IN EACH OTHER WE HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MAN, THE STRONGEST ONE, THE SACRED ONE IN WHOSE ARMS WE ARE REPAIRED.

MAY WE REMAIN YOUNG IN THIS RELATIONSHIP. MAY WE GROW WISE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP. BRING US WHAT YOU DESIRE FOR US, AND SHOW US HOW YOU WOULD HAVE US BE.

THANK YOU, DEAR GOD, YOU WHO ARE THE CEMENT BETWEEN US. THANK YOU FOR THIS LOVE. AMEN.